posting this because i don't wanna say goodbye to this account!

i've moved to ohlajoie.blogspot.com!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

TUMBLR.

i seem to update tumblr alot more.

like i have WAYYYY more recent posts in there(:

so go on, go go go check

greeneggs-andham.tumblr.com

OH AND GO CHECK OUT THIS REALLY COOL FRENCH SONG: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_beLvNNYRHg

okay that's all. i'll go update my tumblr now :D

some things never change, but everything else won't stay the same

haha i'm such an epic fail. my combi-code is still hanging from my lock. and if you zoom in, you can see my combi-code on my smiley face thing too, right above "secondhandserenade(heart)".>

AND THE BEST PART? I DON'T EVEN LOCK MY LOCKER!!! xD haha see i'm so failed.

so in this way, some things never change. like maybe my forgetfulness and laziness. (:

but everything else has.

imagine having to live in a brand new world, a dark dark pinafore replacing the familiar blinding white you've taken six years to love and get used to. stairs you'd loathe climbing everyday suddenly seem so distant and faraway. and you realize how much you've grown into your primary school, and how much self-development has happened in these familiar, familiar walls.

bottomline is?

DON'T YOU MISS YOUR PRIMARY SCHOOL PEIHWAHWAS I DO SO IF YOU WANNA CHANGE YOUR MIND ABOUT NOT WANTING TO COME BACK WITH ME ON MONDAY call me. (:

and this is why we should treasure our moms

what more proof do we need?

our moms are awesome. (:

haha this picture is just so cool i HAD to post it.

wowww at this rate i'm going to make a post everyday.

korean love hate. (:

haha this is so epic i just had to post it. xD IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO CENSOR OKAYY. (:

perfect(:

the perfect pill

the perfect weight, size and shape

all in one perfect pill.

starving while the others ate

you took the perfect pill.

amazed at what you could create

you loved the perfect pill

bulimic all for perfect's sake

you took the perfect pill

but tired and hungry, you're kept awake

you question the perfect pill

what's true perfection anyway?

you long for one real meal.

the perfect weight, size and shape

thanks to the perfect pill

but inside you're getting ready to break

you hate the perfect pill

ten pm, it's getting late

time for the perfect pill

addiction to perfection, not too late...

you throw away the perfect pill.

in our modern society, so many of us aim for superficial perfection, especially when we come to the age of comparing and realizing that others are prettier than we are, and that arouses the competitive nature in us.

in our modern society, it has been represented, all around us, that prettiness is true perfection - that prettiness is incredibly important. we have been led to believe that physical appearance is treasured above inner beauty and happiness. and thus, in our quest for prettiness/perfection we end up losing what's most important.

prettiness is superficial - it never lasts forever. no matter how hard you work to maintain it, it's going to disappear with time and age. and with time and age you will realize how you set all your priorities wrong, and you'll also realize that it could be too late to get back what's most important.

happiness.

who is to be the judge of prettiness? all of us are pretty in our own ways, and if the rest of the world doesn't see that, they can jolly well keep taking slimming pills until they discover the superficiality of pretty.

oh wow i've been feeling cheem lately. :P

goodbye, moving on, growing apart;;

goodbye, moving on, growing apart.

three things i'm no good at.

OMG I MISS PH SOOOO MUCH! D: not saying that my new school isn't completely AWESOMEEE coz it is! :D and though i'm going to completely let go of the past.

because i don't want to move on. i don't want to ever say goodbye. i don't want to grow apart.

but sometimes we can't help but keep moving on. nothing CORRECTION almost nothing will last forever, and that thought is scary, it's frightening. there are so many things i wish would last forever, and even though i thrive on that fantasy becoming reality i know it's not going to happen. i know i'll have to move on. i know sometimes people disappear without goodbye.

But i promise i won't be that kind of person. i'll hold on as long as i can.

OH GOSH i sound so cheem-ish. :P to all juniors well don't worry graduating isn't that tough. :P just make sure you have everyone's contact and spam them at least once a week. (;

but it's like, hardest when these people don't have the following:

1)facebook

2)email

3)handphone

this is really because it's SOOOOO much less awkward to spam/text on facebookemailandhandphone then to suddenly call their house phone and go, "Oh hello, remember me, from 5 years ago?" and THE WORST PART WILL BE WHEN THEY GO, "Kristi? Kristi who?"

it'll be like GAHHHHHHH hair-tearing embarrassment! and then you'll have to say like, "Oh, sorry, this isn't *insert random delivery company's name here*? Oh and i meant five minutes not five years and WHERE'SMYPIZZAsorrywrongnumberokaythanksbye" and then you slam down the phone and use a red pen to put a little *DO NOT CALL* mark next to his slash her name.

either that or you tear our that page of your autobook and toss it into a bottomless pit hoping you never hear his slash her name EVER again. D:

with facebookemailorhandphone it'll be easier coz it's not voice-to-voice. you can just write, "HI HOW'S YOUR NEW SCHOOL?" and since they already know who you are we can skip past the whole pizza plan. (; SPEAKING OF WHICH I'M HUNGRY! D: am i ever not? (;

but make sure you facebook some nice, polite person or, after typing that, PUBLICLY, ON FACEBOOK NEWS FEED the super rude dude slash dudette will be like, "uhm you haven't like talked to me in 5 years so just back off you little stalker. D:"

EMBARRASSMENT and here comes the part where you desperately slam the DELETE button trying to figure out how long ago that comment was made and how many old classmates will now be blocking you or calling you a "little stalker".

so the best plans, i guess, will be email or handphone since it's not public or voice-to-voice. :D and if you've got a weird email ID (from ages ago) eg. prancingpinkrainbowbarbieunicorns@princesses.pink or a new number it's much less painful to remind the person who you are. plus you can cover up the awkwardness with cute little smileys like ^^ and xD and p^o^q which you can't do over phone, because no matter how hard you scrunch your face up the person on the other line ain't going to see that. but do you know who WILL see your constipated scrunched up face? ALL THE WRONG PEOPLE so yeah emoticons are fun. xD

but there are some scenarios where they pass their phone + the number to their younger sibling and AHEM AHEM DON'T INFORM YOU *cough* foofoo *cough cough* and you end up trying to call him slash her and later text "FOOFOO WHY DIDN'T YOU PICK UP i was trying to call you! D:" and then you walk through the canteen after queueing for the toilet and ask, "hey foofoo is your phone on?" and she goes, "Oh no, i passed it to my younger brother" and then you go AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and then you desperately text over saying "SORRY I THOUGHT YOU WERE YOUR SISTER" and no reply comes and you have a weird feeling their either putting a *DO NOT RESPOND* sign next to your contact listings or deleting your number into some bottomless portal and hoping you never see her name again. D:

DEJA VU ATTACK go scroll upupupup!

so this leaves email.

but sometimes email addresses DO change but at least your weird emails don't end up with some sibling who's going to blackmark you out of fear. :P they tell you, and then you try out "prancingpinkrainbowbarbieunicorns" in all other email services until you strike GOLD! :D or you go connect with their friends and beg them for his slash her new email. so it's actually pretty okay

and i don't really see many of these anymore because my facebook notifications drown out everything else but CHAIN MAILS STILL EXIST! D: and so any unknown email goes INTO TRASH BIN which is cleared, hmm i don't know, maybe once or twice AN HOUR?!

so your attempts to reconnect is FLUSHEEED.

and then you try hardER, by saying stuff like "THIS IS NOT A CHAIN MAIL" but that's what alot of chainmail spammers do nowadays (seriously, i don't know why you pose like dead people just to get an email going around. :P seriously if you want to be dead so badly i can recommend a TALL building. xD) haha i kid, i kid.

but i think there's this skyscraper..................

and then you try EVEN HARDER and you go, "DO NOT OPEN" which is like reverse psychology but still it goes to trash because chain mailers ALSO have that meathod covered. =.=

and then in a fit of desperation you type in "I HEARRRRT YOU PLEASE OPEN UP!" and then when they do they see is "haha joking joking" and then you carry on reconnecting.

BUT DISASTER STRIKES when you have a REALLLY obvious email ID like yourfullnamefollowedbyyourbirthyear@randomserver.bleh WHEN THIS HAPPENS THEN OOOOOOHHHH they'll get the wrong idea and spread this around without even opening it and YOU'RE DOOMEEDD! especially if you're trying to reconnect with someone of the same gender slash some really weird classmate you barely know AND THEN THEY'LL REJECT YOU PUBLICLY ON FACEBOOK, THROW YOUR EMAIL INTO A BOTTOMLESS PIT AND TELL THEIR SIBLINGS TO AVOID YOU!

well, that's reconnecting for you.